1. Rewatching Inception makes me realise how much people have been bargaining with their memories, their subconscious.

2. Yes, maybe Rose is warming up with her boyfriend in a bed, maybe there are naked to get even warmer, or having some exercise on bed to sweat a bit. Maybe candle light dinner, kisses on that day, whatever.

3.It's none of your god-damn business, you'd be glad it didn't destroy you and your reputation. What matters is that now you have changed, you are not who you were and you have the ability to be in control of your own life, instead of feeling sorry and asking for pity every time you feel life is treating you unfairly and bitterly.

Things change, we are not who we were, so as the circumspect. So move on, waste no time on things you have no control.

Work some part-time, gain some money and experience, studying hard and be continually passionate about the new things around you and your desire to learn. Find everyday to do whatever you have to, walk through the wall if there is no road.

Get some scholarship, finish PhD in Oxon, be a scholar, teach students good and do research on things you think is important to explore and discover.

But all in all, even you cannot achieve the aboves always : Be good and kind to the others.