I think failing the MT programme to me is quite a failure. Although people say "Hey that's just a mismatch" It does deprive of me the networking opportunities.

At one side I really hope to make friends and have some networking, but on the other I do feel stressed and uneasy in socialising with people I don't know. There can well be a tendency of which I do indeed try very much to impress or being to intimidated with people I hardly know. I am also not overly aware of the way people would handle or perceive situations.