1)到英國發覺不如所想，以為公民意識甚強然而垃圾煙頭隨處可見，每每下雨路上行人如臨赤壁，車子加速而過捲千層浪。

逛了聖誕市集而走時聽到音樂，回頭見一中年男人伴一只狗坐在市集旁的市議廳牆外。看著他遠處背對市集人流來去華燈閃爍，自己一人一狗暗處在微冷風中吹著牧笛，身心有點沉默。

突然覺得好像所有事物都終將消逝，卻又覺得有點什麼是永恆的。

2)友人說可能他就是想你這樣想。

回想以前，好多時候都是男的以為自己把女的追到手，其實是女的不斷製造機會讓那男的把自己追到。留英亞洲女生尤中國的都想留下，不少想趕緊找男人嫁了。老外以為自己很有魅力，女人想到的只是居英權。大家各自意淫相安無事，想起以前寫的一句詩；

你拿青春賭明天，我用真情寫Paper。

看來會是聖誕的寫照。

http://data.parliament.uk/writtenevidence/committeeevidence.svc/evidencedocument/foreign-affairs-committee/the-uks-relations-with-hong-kong-30-years-after-the-joint-declaration/oral/15097.pdf

leitmotif

tut

Colorable

caveat 

epitaph

zeitgeist

toadyism

bland

anodyne

rien

quaint

glacial speed

umpteen

shtoom

reading the tea leaves

perfidious

Albion

dubiety

Derogation

haul

We just want to know the results + The last marxist believe economic -> political change

1. The rule is always do not bitch about anything because it is not going to help and it makes you look bad, upon certain age we learn to deal with it the way it is. Life sucks, and you take it that way because it gives you better odds at changing what you don't like, or you can deceive yourself to feel better for the rest of your life.
2. The problem is not the lack of energy nor talent, but focus. You need keeping yourself occupied so that you don't have to deal with things you don't like, whereas in the end we all know the reckoning day is coming. 
3. Again concern not with things you have no control over, but over the best possible play that gives you the most favourable odds amid uncertainty.
4. Good Food, Good Sleep, Good Workout. Mind = Body, it makes sense.
5. Time to review the letter to Rose again, well why the obsession though you might ask, but then, I just felt that this is something I never had the chance to say. She got a new boyfriend, life is well for her. Eight years, people say we should learn to let go. I don't know, she probably doesn't care at all, but the letter deserves to be read. Things did not end well, and sending the letter out soothes the ending, at least on my side.
6. Prayers do not need to be answered to be effective.
7. Nolan said real movies don't have post-credit scene, I felt it is a fair comment, and Chinese interpretation is

Marvel: 套戲其實仲未完, 你地想聽先講.
Nolan: 真正的男人不會想講又唔講.